[Her voice is small as she acts, knowing that of course Lilith is telling her the truth, that she isn't speaking from a place of dishonesty. Still, Agnes looks so sad.]
Because causing others pain is not an enjoyable thing.
( even though lilith no longer felt guilt about it she didn't enjoy hurting people. unless they deserved it. in the beginning when lucifer had first commanded it she'd cried about it but she'd had to learn to cover and move past her weaknesses as much as it pained her )
[It's a nice sentiment...and one that's hard to accept, but that still resonates with her. After a moment, she smiles, and brings their hands up to her cheek.]
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[Her voice is small as she acts, knowing that of course Lilith is telling her the truth, that she isn't speaking from a place of dishonesty. Still, Agnes looks so sad.]
Why can't I stop feeling so guilty?
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( even though lilith no longer felt guilt about it she didn't enjoy hurting people. unless they deserved it. in the beginning when lucifer had first commanded it she'd cried about it but she'd had to learn to cover and move past her weaknesses as much as it pained her )
Feeling such guilt-- shows your true heart.
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Thank you, Lilith.
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Perhaps without those others here you'll find for yourself who you are.
( lilith had made her own path here without lucifer's influence, had remembered her own wishes and dreams and had followed them. agnes could too )
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[It's slow going, and she's still having a difficult time accepting what people say about her, but...it's been a big help.]
I think I will, with time.