[It always is, of course, but there's a subtle eagerness to her usually monotonous air. So much, so, she hardly even seems to think about ordering her usual black coffee.]
Thank you for agreeing to do this with me. I know it's a lot to ask.
It might be if it hadn't already been something that I'd considered before. I think maybe I needed a push to do it.
( and whilst a dog could be a lot... she needed something. a companion, a friend. someone aside from the friends that shared her bed. but it was a different kind of companionship, of distractions... of need )
( it's gently put, a small sip of her coffee, and whilst she's been more open lately about her life even with people that know her it's still strange )
And it's always unfortunate. My reason was circumstantial but others shouldn't knoww that.
[Agnes thinks over what she's about to say, really wondering how she feels about the sentiment. It isn't one she's sure she's fully accepted, or expressed herself.]
Perhaps it's limiting of us, to behave under the same laws that governed us, before.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
[It always is, of course, but there's a subtle eagerness to her usually monotonous air. So much, so, she hardly even seems to think about ordering her usual black coffee.]
Thank you for agreeing to do this with me. I know it's a lot to ask.
no subject
( and whilst a dog could be a lot... she needed something. a companion, a friend. someone aside from the friends that shared her bed. but it was a different kind of companionship, of distractions... of need )
no subject
[She'd asked a couple of others about their thoughts on pets before. Some were more positive than others. Agnes is curious what Suzy's reasoning is.]
no subject
( of not getting too settled )
And I'm still figuring out what having a human life means, what I want.
no subject
I feel much the same. How I lived before...there was no room for making connections.
[It was too dangerous. Even for an animal. Perhaps especially for one. An animal wouldn't know any better.]
no subject
( it's gently put, a small sip of her coffee, and whilst she's been more open lately about her life even with people that know her it's still strange )
And it's always unfortunate. My reason was circumstantial but others shouldn't knoww that.
no subject
[Agnes thinks over what she's about to say, really wondering how she feels about the sentiment. It isn't one she's sure she's fully accepted, or expressed herself.]
Perhaps it's limiting of us, to behave under the same laws that governed us, before.
no subject
( even if she doesn't agree with the laws of this place she had made more connections here than she had in previous years )
I've met a lot of wonderful people here.
no subject
[So many amazing, wonderful, strange people. Ones who accept her, and don't fear her, and are patient with her peculiarities.]
You among them.